27.03.2025 | THE GAP AND CRAZY SENSING NOSES | As a pioneer, you probably know this... You experience spaces, states that touch you deeply, that show you new worlds, that take you and make it unmistakably clear to you what it feels like when it really MATTERS to [...]
22.02.2025 | MORNING TEACHINGS | I lie on my side, my right hand curled in my lap, my fingers wrapped around the entrance, a soft, rich, listening contact. I am learning. Understanding arises in me like a gently clearing fog, the mind becomes less dense and the permission [...]
20.02.2025 | STOP AND LISTEN | There I am lying. Sinking, sinking, sinking. I let go of where I was still holding on to the everyday way of doing things, to the usual. Through the zones of distraction, where normal things simply do me good, it flatters me [...]
07.01.2025 | ENCOUNTERING THE HIDDEN | I wake up. The last few nights I've already had some terrible dreams and over the last few weeks, the last few days, this inner screaming has become even greater. And this morning, in the great, deep silence with myself, I sit [...]
20.11.2024 | MY HEART WRAPS ITSELF IN A CLOAK ... Aline has just said this to me, sensing where I am right now. Since the morning walk to the horse, the tears have just been running out of me and I feel a sense of relief because [...]
23.10.2024 | SCHOOL OF EDEN new world consciousness embodiment . CELEBRATION! I was just telling a friend on the phone... the foundation stone for what happened today was laid over 13 years ago! In 2011, I was able to find a word for the first time for [...]
18.06.2024 | ABOUT ME And the core of my work. . “How am I supposed to make visible what drives me at my core and is therefore the core of my work? How can I talk about what has shaped me in the depths without exposing others [...]
10.10.2024 | RESIGNATION LOOP And the passage through death. . Given up, resigned, caught up in hopelessness - that's how people feel when they find themselves in a situation where they simply don't see how to get out of it... “What am I supposed to do, every [...]
16.05.2024 | INITIATION My encounter with God | Today I want to share my story of how I came into contact with the divine in life and why it has been at the center of my life ever since. * In the middle of my architecture studies, which [...]
15.05.2024 | DIVINE INTIMACY and the Holy Wrath. | I sit there, plagued all day by a state that I know all too well and from which I am ALWAYS trying to escape. It appears as destructiveness, as judgment, as dissatisfaction and somehow also as paralysis. Honestly, I [...]
21.03.2024 | PEACE IS WITHIN US When we turn to it, it is there. | Who in this world doesn't long for us to finally be able to establish peace where there has been war and division until now? That people would finally stop doing crazy things like [...]
22.01.2024 | FROM DREAM TO REALITY The place of Eden within us and the point of decision | At the core of my being, in the depths of my soul, I feel the reality of peace. So deep, so clear, so true. The term "EDEN" comes up again [...]
23 HOME On Earth * Arrived, on this unbelievably wonderful planet. What an abundance that we get GIFTED just like that, lush and varied every day! Life in this form, isn't it just incredible that it exists? That we are existing? Allowing to be enchanted, by the [...]
22 THE GATE Inside the inner child * Deep down in the darkness, the hidden realms of the wounded inner children, are lying gates. Here, at the points of deepest despair, fear, pain, powerlessness and unbearability... Are lying hidden the treasures for which we seeked so desperately [...]
21 LOVE Is here * Today, right here and now and then further in all these moments. It is simply there and may also be here today: LOVE. Just like that. Love love love Love love and love love love. Flowing through, blowing around, surrounding, moistening, enveloping, [...]
20 SLOW A new world is built * Oh yessssssss… Pleasurably, with full delight spread out, lustfully, connected, slowly, living through life. A luxury? Outrageous? Unrealistic? Or what? * Slowness in its kind has SPACE, TO FACE TOWARDS what is in full kindness. Can use all senses, [...]
19 JOY Nectar of life * joy of the source, what an ELIXIER. Not agitated, not wanting, not exaggerated, but... IMMEASURABLE. It BUBBLES UP unconditionally and without reason. Joins the colorfulness of life, no matter in which light it is shining, even if darkness has taken the [...]
18 CONNECTION Is everything * That heart and world come together, that healing, peace, joy truly can become true ... what does it take? I find again and again the answer is: CONNECTION. In all the facets that this word contains. * LOCATING "Where am I?" Relationship [...]
17 SPACE For healing * The fine threads of lightness and light, they swing into the depths and let emerge what was previously untouched. Allowing that may get to be seen, discovered, recognized, touched and moved, what was previously deeply hidden behind veils. * And then... it [...]
